Chapter 13-14 did the wrong blog for friday

The big problem with Esther is that she can't seem to shake what happened between her and Marco the other night. It has such an impact on her mental mind-state that in chapter 14 she tries to kill herself by overdosing on pills. After her return home all this information and news starts darting at her left and right. Her mom gets on her back about being single, buddy won't leave her alone, she didn't get into the writing course at Cambridge, and she can't seem to get a grip on her life. everything is just going in a down ward spiral for her and she is trying to take the easy way out by killing herself. Esther doesn't stop thinking about death and the million ways for her to kill herself. She is in need of help but no one seems to care enough to help her. She can't get a grip on her life and doesn't want to face all the things she will have to go through in order to fix her problems. The Marco situation really messed with her and since she hasn't told anyone about it, I think it is eating her alive inside. i think if she could find someone who would allow her to get everything off her chest and she wouldn't be judged for it then I think she would be a happier person in general.